Full

For the past three days at least I have felt full.


full.
full.
full

• containing as much or as many as is possible or normal; "a full glass"; "a sky full of stars"; "a full life"; "the auditorium was full to overflowing"
• entire: constituting the full quantity or extent; complete; "an entire town devastated by an earthquake"; "gave full attention"; "a total failure"
• complete in extent or degree and in every particular; "a full game"; "a total eclipse"; "a total disaster"
• filled to satisfaction with food or drink; "a full stomach"
• (of sound) having marked deepness and body; "full tones"; "a full voice"
• beat for the purpose of cleaning and thickening; "full the cloth"

Full.

I havent been trying to fill my head with more knowledge, I've been desperately holding on

holding on.

holding on.

holding on.

hoping that the knowledge in my brain stays there, unlike the tears which seem to find a way to leak out of my face.

study is overwhelming

especially when you feel full

and far away.

but tomorrow is the first day where I get to let the fullness leak a little.

bring on tomorrow I say, then there are just two,

then as of Friday one

and monday none.

oh how I long for Monday and none.