At the moment I think I have studyitis - I have been so busy over the past few weeks since our break organising different things, that I really think I may have developed studyitis.
Or could I have simply forgotten how to play the study game - although I think there is a real fear or dislike of study in my world at the moment.
I seem to be able to avoid it which ultimately is not good for me - not good for me at all.
We are even studying one of my favourite topics at the moment, yet the idea of writing down notes,
re-reading lectures and pages of text does nothing for me at all - other than bore me!
I'm a little afraid that this is what second year is, the big let down, the second year slog and the excitement of studying med has worn off - will that excitement come back?
I know it will come back, it always does - this study game seems to ebb and flow, I just wish that it was all coming together easier at the moment, that I were more interested, rather than less.
other wise all this study is simply going to be mess.
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